i am feeling a general sense of shittiness right now.
nothing to feel shitty about, but it prevails.
why is this.
time to read some camus, if i didn't have ass tronomy to finish.
ee some woman just sang in my ear (ipod la, not crazy woman): there's beauty in breakdown.
i hope this is not prophetic in any way.
(aiyoh so emo again. irritating. i cannot be emo. cannot. sky will fall down, chicken little will die.)