shittiness

i am feeling a general sense of shittiness right now.

nothing to feel shitty about, but it prevails.

why is this.

time to read some camus, if i didn't have ass tronomy to finish.

ee some woman just sang in my ear (ipod la, not crazy woman): there's beauty in breakdown.

i hope this is not prophetic in any way.

(aiyoh so emo again. irritating. i cannot be emo. cannot. sky will fall down, chicken little will die.)