Monday, January 28, 2008





Sunday, January 27, 2008

fist-eatingly bored

investment. banking. is. fucking. boring.

Saturday, January 26, 2008



1. i have relinquished possession of my laptop cos it died on me and is now under repair. a week using somin's korean mac will be... torture. but thanks, somin :D
2. i am still jetlagged.
3. i have a potential ushering job, which means free performances.
4. i got into taiko class, which is where i learn traditional japanese drumming. COOL SHIT OMG I AM DAMN HAPPY I PASS AUDITIONS WAH LAU. damn cool damn cool damn cool :):):):):):):)
5. i may, MAY, be going to costa rica/puerto rico for spring break!
6. i am, at this present moment, liking friends here.
7. so, yay.

ok, drunk roommates came into room with bunch of drunk friends and i must sleep now but cannot. not so yay. omg i hate angmohnangs wah lau.

ok whatever. shall blast kpop to chase them out.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i are back

hello all. before i start, the 'save now' at the bottom of this page is becoming longer and longer as i type, and it's really freaking me out. shit.

ok it stopped.

so, life back at school has been nice and chill so far. mon i got back, paid an extortionate amount of money for a cab from jfk ($400!!!!!!!!!!!) and had dinner with the usual ppl. was nice seeing them again :). then i forced myself into jetlagged somin's room and unleashed my super junior love unto her fatugued ears. shiok. and she introduced me to big bang!!!! new band to obsess over whee.

tues i had nice breakfast with shirin on main street and bought shitload of groceries. (10 bottles of soap and shampoo k HAHAHA like refugee liddat. but this means i... never need to buy them for the rest of the semester. CREVER HOR.) oh and an ipod player for my room! i blasted korean songs the whole of yesterday, think my roommate hates me now. had IMS job meeting, and it says a lot about the company i keep when i found... most of my friends there. harharhar. NEH MIND. AZN POWER YO. anyway. after that hung out at chinese house for a while for want of nothing better to do. there, i introduced nate to the gorgeousness that is kangin and marvelled at andrew's ecuador pictures. i must go ecuador, even if i might be struck dead by lyme disease. and zen, went for dinner and free movie. isaac suggested... cloverfield. and we all stupidly followed.


si3 isaac. hahaha. oh but we make pact to watch at least one movie at the cinema every week. very assciting. won't be movie noob anymore.

today was first day of classes, had french and Hansel & Gretel and Co. I LOVE HANSEL AND GRETEL AND C0, WARRAOZ. damn interesting! my assign for next class is to... read 10 fairy tales. and i am going to learn about rape and incest in The Little Red Riding Hood. SHIOKKKKKKKKKKKKKK :DDDDDDDDDD

went down to buy books with somin and isaac, and spent as;jdfhlasjkdhfljaksdhfklajshdf $432 on ads;jfhasjdhfkjsdfhasf books. EXTORTION OK EXTORTION WAH LAU.

then eric called after being the antisocial korean for the past 3 days and went to dinner at summerfields, which sucked ass. i miss home food alr. so we commiserated over how we miss home and hate smelly bai2 ren2s.

OMG HERE IS AMAZING FACT. Ok if you are not fan of kpop and super junior, fact is not amazing and is actually boring. but if you are.... eric's classmate from 5th to 9th grade was Jessica from Generation Girl. Jessica dated Donghae and Kangin before. SO THERE ARE ONLY 4 DEGREES OF SEPARATION BETWEEN ME AND DONGHAE AND KANGIN SADFOINAS;LDJFHASLKJDHFKAJSHDFAKJSHDF MY HANDS ARE SHIVERING AS I TYPE THIS OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

in case you do not know, or forget, this is donghae:

and this is... love.

me: OMG. can you PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS call her up and ask her to introduce her ex boyfriends to me
eric: uh, i cannot do that.
me: WHY
eric: cos she hates me. and i hate her. i stole her pants and threw them away.


ok now i am in the computer lab, as job. this is why post is so long hor.


this weekend i signed up for 2 day intensive investment banking course. it cost $200 and promises to be one of the most mind-numbing experiences of my life, from 8.45am to 5pm. for example, one component is 'how to use excel to micro-manage accounts' or some shitcrap like that. OH THE PAIN. FATHER, I AM DOING THIS ONLY FOR YOU. i shall rely on erwin and isaac, fellow self-mutilators, to get me through the 2 days of drudgery.

k now i must go do... headcount. and start on french homework. eric told me that if i get 4.0GPA this sem, my dismal GPA can be pulled up to... 3.6. STILL. SO. LOW. SIAN, JI, PUA.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

long time no see

so, what have i been doing? i also dunno. the days just pass in a blur and whirl of going out, meeting people, coming home, sleeping at ungodly hours, and repeating the cycle again. also, i have spent an ungodly amount of time immersing myself in korean pop culture, not a very wholesome and healthy pastime, methinks. i have to blame for this.

and i freaking fell sick so cannot exercise so will return to wesleyan as fat/fatter than when i left. ah, life. and i feel lethargic everyday so go out also feel sian. HIYOH.

it's funny how so many things that filled up so much of my time in the US have lost their lustre here. ie. facebooking and getting drunk. strangely and pleasant-surprisingly enough, i never feel the need to intoxicate myself here. and it's sad how quickly i can lose contact with ppl i have been in close contact with for the past 4 months, and not feel bothered by it. ah well, this cannot continue. (recall, if you please, New Year's Resolution #3: Stop being a frigid bitch.)

k. ungodly hour again. shall stop listening to Wonderboys by Super Junior and go to sleep.

Monday, January 7, 2008


i am damn sleepy (as i am, so often nowadays. dunno why.) but cannot sleep. so i am listening to korean music and playing with laptop in wee hours of morning.

i. feel. sian. i need to stop feeling unsatisfied with my life. so, these are my belated new yr resolutions which i know i will not keep but as a responsible adult i am obligated to pen down.

1. stop being unsatisfied with life
2. improve GPA. drastically.
3. stop being frigid bitch. (HARHARHARHAR THIS ONE CONSPERM FAIL.)
4. stop eating like a cow. carnivorous one, at that.
5. stop hoping my life will end up like korean drama.
6. stop being so negative. (in a bid to obey: start being positive!!! :):):):)) (ok tired alr. too many smileys.)

resolutions all damn vague, purposely one. have room to squirm out hahaha.

anyway. since this is the probably the last yr i can do so without being called a perverse... pervert, i shall put up pictures of pritty boys. cos so pritty. and i am determined to meet them one day.

pritty until die right wah lau. (pls don't judge and condemn hor, this is very normal mental regression to prepubescent mindset due to denial of old age.)

ok not that anyone cares, but names are siwon, kangin, donghae and kibum.
face all tofu. why real ppl don't look like that ah, why.

blahblahblah. damn bored. last night was birthday dinner with family and relatives. eat seafood until v happy. today was surprised by church friends with cake! and cutout happy bday sign (got no space for the 'irth' hahaha)! they very nice, the heart was warm again. meep.

ok this is too boring. gonna sleep. night.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

black widow days

so, have arrived at the big 2-0. life sucks.

past few days:-

wed went mambo with fiends. eventful night.

thurs night went for wesleyan dinner at shuwei's house/palace. food was very very good. they surprised me with birthday cake! awfully chocolate summore. nice :D

fri was a very local day - went to qianhu fish spa with naomin and nat in the afternoon where i was terrorised by the multitude of teeny leech-like fish that attached themselves to my feet in the pool. WAHLAU. is damn disgusting ok (so disgusting, in fact, that naomin's toes curled. and she bit her towel. so did i, for that matter.). SO MANY MOUTHS. but quite fun after a while la. though there were two mf-ing big fish that kept following us and nipping our ankles. i was very angry. then went to simpang at night for prata. then stayed over at nat's place where... my birthday cake was 4 egg tarts with a jelly in the middle. HIYOOOOH. i laugh until die. jelly damn disgusting and wobbly one. cannot take it.

and today, in an attempt to recapture my lost youth, we went to playground and sat on swing. there is something bout swings that makes one inexplicably happy. (except the sweaty thighs after la. that one not nice hahaha.)

ok sleepy now going to take nap. old woman alr, must preserve energy :(:(:(